Sadness... I can't stand this

I'm Sorry. I feel like a shit head. I just want to make the world happy... I think I will just try and be happy first though..

Is it possible? Am I lovable? Or am I just too fucked up?

Please, I need help...

...The silence is killing me, this is the quietest Summer :(

I hug myself... but I'm not even good for me

[The Water Is Rising]