Honesty quickly changes to a bold faced lie in a matter of seconds. The grass is always greener...
No. IDK. It's time to Jazzersize!
Today... Lovely... What? Wait. I don't know.
Yes yes. No. Yes... then no. No... Idk. I do but... don't... ----
"I want to punch kittens." ~ Ryan Connor
OK Endramble here comes some cryptic point (does that even make sense, "cryptic point"... *shrug*) ~ That I probably won't remember making an "enigma" about or during writing it when I read back or IF I even do in another 5 - 10 yrs later during one of me "OMG I WAS SO BORED OF EVERYTHING AND CAN'T STOP LEARNING ABOUT MYSELF I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST RE - DISCOVERED THIS BLOG AND *STILL* DON'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF (again)!" deal...
I SAW YOU.
Today... Lovely... What? Wait. I don't know.
Yes yes. No. Yes... then no. No... Idk. I do but... don't... ----
"I want to punch kittens." ~ Ryan Connor
OK Endramble here comes some cryptic point (does that even make sense, "cryptic point"... *shrug*) ~ That I probably won't remember making an "enigma" about or during writing it when I read back or IF I even do in another 5 - 10 yrs later during one of me "OMG I WAS SO BORED OF EVERYTHING AND CAN'T STOP LEARNING ABOUT MYSELF I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST RE - DISCOVERED THIS BLOG AND *STILL* DON'T UNDERSTAND MYSELF (again)!" deal...
I SAW YOU.
I did, stand outside and watch you leave. Just not the whole time. I went inside more quickly than used to, and turned off the light. Now I know what didn't feel right... That's how it is when I've left your house many times... You looking at me like I'm crazy or just like yeah ok go now or something something IDK? Not that bad? Or is it? Nothing wrong with akward just... usually... it's always me making it that way ~~~ OK Off your high horse Bree someone can stab your vulnerable, damaged heart even worse esp. now that you've brought that to light to whoever's reading *HI FREAKS* ~
But yes. I went in right away and in the darkness stood of my front first hallway segment... I just waited for you to turn around, you may have seen. I was inside by then looking out the window clean. A quick glimpse from you I saw and you are not the "looking over your shoulder" type EVER. From what I've observed. Only took 7 years or whatever almost 7... fine 6 1/2 - to know you. OH And we did date, hence the phrase "WTF Do you know, did you date them? NO that DOES change everything so STFU!!!"
But yes. I went in right away and in the darkness stood of my front first hallway segment... I just waited for you to turn around, you may have seen. I was inside by then looking out the window clean. A quick glimpse from you I saw and you are not the "looking over your shoulder" type EVER. From what I've observed. Only took 7 years or whatever almost 7... fine 6 1/2 - to know you. OH And we did date, hence the phrase "WTF Do you know, did you date them? NO that DOES change everything so STFU!!!"
I can neither confirm nor deny if we saw each other, if it mattered, why why why oh why it matters I don't know... I would give my life to be human like Ellie Goulding right now. Help? Human emotions? Where did you go? I'm not crying and don't know if it's good or bad???
At least before, right before... you turned, you turned all the way around. And I watched you. Did we see each other, looking right at each other, both in secret down the block as you walked to your car? No conclusion. I'm sorry Aaliyah RIP but did you ever find an answer to that resolution song you wrote about? I know you're in Heaven and all but I really, really want my mom to ask you if it's not too much trouble. Actually you probably don't know since you never gave the answer but since it makes sense, In your honor and because I still question all of this... whatever
This" is nowadays between us sir.... I have to put the song down. Besides mom you'll tell me like you did with Joey Giovenco right?
...
Anyway.
AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT (THAN THAT LAST THOUGHT YOU READ! [SENTANCE!?])!
"We Need A Resolution (Funky Mix)"
Search Original if You Don't Like This One...
LYRICS:
At least before, right before... you turned, you turned all the way around. And I watched you. Did we see each other, looking right at each other, both in secret down the block as you walked to your car? No conclusion. I'm sorry Aaliyah RIP but did you ever find an answer to that resolution song you wrote about? I know you're in Heaven and all but I really, really want my mom to ask you if it's not too much trouble. Actually you probably don't know since you never gave the answer but since it makes sense, In your honor and because I still question all of this... whatever
This" is nowadays between us sir.... I have to put the song down. Besides mom you'll tell me like you did with Joey Giovenco right?
...
Anyway.
AND NOW FOR SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT (THAN THAT LAST THOUGHT YOU READ! [SENTANCE!?])!
"We Need A Resolution (Funky Mix)"
Search Original if You Don't Like This One...
LYRICS:
Did you sleep on the wrong side?
I'm catching a bad vibe
And it's contagious, What's the latest?
Speak your heart, Don't bite your tongue
Don't get it twisted, Don't misuse it
What's your problem?
Lets resolve it
We can solve it, What's the causes?
It's official, You got issues
I got issues, but I know I miss you
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Will we remain?
You need a resolution, I need a resolution,
We need a resolution, We have so much confusion.
I want to know: Where were you last night?
I fell asleep on the couch, I thought we were going out
I want to know: Were your fingers broke?
If you had let me know, I wouldn't have put on my clothes
I want to know: Where'd you go instead?
Cause it was 4 in the morning, When you crept back in the bed
I want to know: What was in your head?
Or what was in my head? Am I supposed to change?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? And will we remain?
You need a resolution, I need a resolution,
We need a resolution, We have so much confusion.
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? and who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Will we remain?
You need a resolution, I need a resolution,
We need a resolution, We have so much confusion.
[Bridge - Aaliyah]
Baby let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
[Rap - Timbaland]
Girl holla!!
You give me bits and pieces
You tryna blame me when I don't even know the reason
I think it's just the season, Maybe the month, Maybe the building
Now tell me what's the reason? Snoop video? Looks are deceiving
So, cut the crying, Cut the coughing, Cut the weazing, Girl
Quit the blaming, Cut the naming, Cut the sleeping, Girl
I think you need some prayer, Better call the deacon, Girl
So, get your act right or else we won't be speaking, Girl
So, what's it gonna be? Freaky, freaky... Me and you?
Or is it gonna be who blames who?
I'm tired of these things, I'm tired of these scars
I think I'm gonna get me a drink, I'll call you tomorrow... :)
I'm catching a bad vibe
And it's contagious, What's the latest?
Speak your heart, Don't bite your tongue
Don't get it twisted, Don't misuse it
What's your problem?
Lets resolve it
We can solve it, What's the causes?
It's official, You got issues
I got issues, but I know I miss you
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Will we remain?
You need a resolution, I need a resolution,
We need a resolution, We have so much confusion.
I want to know: Where were you last night?
I fell asleep on the couch, I thought we were going out
I want to know: Were your fingers broke?
If you had let me know, I wouldn't have put on my clothes
I want to know: Where'd you go instead?
Cause it was 4 in the morning, When you crept back in the bed
I want to know: What was in your head?
Or what was in my head? Am I supposed to change?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? And will we remain?
You need a resolution, I need a resolution,
We need a resolution, We have so much confusion.
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? and who should be blamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Who should be ashamed?
Am I supposed to change? Are you supposed to change?
Who should be hurt? Will we remain?
You need a resolution, I need a resolution,
We need a resolution, We have so much confusion.
[Bridge - Aaliyah]
Baby let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
You'll let me know, You'll let me know (I will)
[Rap - Timbaland]
Girl holla!!
You give me bits and pieces
You tryna blame me when I don't even know the reason
I think it's just the season, Maybe the month, Maybe the building
Now tell me what's the reason? Snoop video? Looks are deceiving
So, cut the crying, Cut the coughing, Cut the weazing, Girl
Quit the blaming, Cut the naming, Cut the sleeping, Girl
I think you need some prayer, Better call the deacon, Girl
So, get your act right or else we won't be speaking, Girl
So, what's it gonna be? Freaky, freaky... Me and you?
Or is it gonna be who blames who?
I'm tired of these things, I'm tired of these scars
I think I'm gonna get me a drink, I'll call you tomorrow... :)
